Here I Go Again

Here I am, back where I started one year ago. I have a bad case of an ear full of fluid. I felt the itching start last night and thought it was sympathy pains for Kayden. But at 2:00 am I woke up with throbbing ache in the ear. I can't hear, it is full of fluid and hurts like heck. I can see why babies are so fussy with ear problems. And, of course, it comes with sinus stuffiness, which affects my lungs. I don't have wheezing yet, but I am tight and short of breath when I walk out to the car. I went to the clinic but wasn't able to see Lowell, could only get into Christine Bardsley, which is alright, but I was looking forward to talking with Lowell about the CSS stuff. Am I starting all over again? One of the symptoms is weight loss, and I thought I didn't have that blessed problem, but I am 10 pounds lighter than I was the last time I weighed, at Christmas time. How can that be, with all the jelly beans I ate this week? Not to mention the green peeps (or Quacks as Kayden calls them). Two weeks off medrol and here I go again.